because of y o u [part two] ! private

[blake]

TELL ME HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO
BREATHE WITH NO AIR

continuing from this thread.

He smiled as she agreed to the meeting in spring. Of course, that would have to mean that he’d have to wait a full season and then some till she’d come over to see him. That would mean… he wouldn’t be able to see her for so long. Oh, but at least it was better than nothing at all. Breathing in, he relaxed a bit more as he took in the scents of the café. It seemed so much like coffee, cookies, and even bitter berries. He was amused that they had met up at a place like this, but it was kind of to be expected. This place was busiest in the morning and Felicia just happened to be there. It made him want to actually come every day in the morning just to see her… be with her at her side. Taking in the last slip of his coffee, he stretched a bit and actually muffled out the yawn he was trying to keep hidden. Glancing over at Felicia, it became quite quiet now. Was silence seriously coming back?

Oh well, it didn’t matter if it went all quiet or not… at least he had met her here. His smile turned a bit to a frown as he stared at her. He really just wanted to get up and give her a huge bear hug, but wouldn’t that make it even more awkward? Well, he meant it a friendly way – or so he thought – and didn’t want to pull any harm into it. Yet, the desire to cuddle and hold her close almost felt unbearable. He had to say something… even if it was the simplest thing in the world. Just… something! He bit his bottom lip while he tried to think of something… anything really. All that came to his mind were questions that were left unanswered. Why did you leave me? Did I do something wrong? What did I do wrong? Do… do you hate me, Felicia? Blake didn’t want to start on the subject… he knew it wouldn’t end out like he wanted. Really, he wanted to know the truth… but at the same time he didn’t.

He was shocked out of his daydreaming as she spoke up again. It was just one simple word and then a pause. “YEAH…?” he mumbled out under his breath. His elbows moved up onto the table as he rested his chin on his hands. And… there she went shocking the living daylights out of the poor weatherman that he almost thought he’d do a back-flip. He stared at her for a moment with that shocked look. Why would she want to go to his house? It was another unanswered question he wanted to know the answer to. He relaxed his chin back down on his hands as he basically almost jumped up when she spoke about going to his house. But, he didn’t want to cause some huge scene which would leave both with their heads hanging low. Gulping, he nodded his head stiffly as she pushed on about going there. He really wondered if it was seriously about him being so tired or not. A bit confused and questioning, he stood up and followed out behind her.

As they walked into the front door of the house, he glanced at Felicia a bit warily and confused… but glanced away just as soon. He only looked back up after slipping his nice shoes off when she spoke up. A dry laugh was all that really came out of his mouth till he calmed down enough to really say something. “IS THAT A GOOD THING?” he didn’t know how much that would go, but at least he spoke. Pausing for a moment, he looked around his place as if there was something that felt like it was home again. Maybe it was just because Felicia had decided to come back… or maybe he was just thinking too much about it. He jumped a bit at the sudden subject change back to the photos. “RIGHT… LET ME FIND THEM. FEEL FREE TO SETTLE DOWN.” He nodded over towards the black leather sofa… however, he was sure she already knew where everything was. With a small smile, Blake left her for a moment to march up the stairs to get those pictures.

He held his breath a moment as he walked into his room and stared at the makeshift mess all over the place. Every other part of the house was nice and clean… his room was just a mess. Though, he overlooked that for a moment. He clenched his shirt and leaned against the wall for a moment. He hated how fast his heart was beating… he hated how he couldn’t hold her… he hated how he couldn’t touch her. After taking a few deep breaths, he grabbed the pictures of the flowers and stormed down the stairs. Plopping down on the sofa, he handed over the pictures to her. Some he deemed as good… and others, well… they were downright pitiful. “HMM… MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE A CLASS ON HOW TO TAKE A GOOD PHOTO.” He chuckled… still a bit nervous.

WORDS o.862
TAGGED for the sexy beauty Felicia <3
NOTES lol. i switched posting formats on ya. and... he's so cuteee~! Dx
SONG no air by glee
CREDITS character, post, posting format © daiki

CAN'T LIVE, CAN'T BREATHE WITH NO AIR. IT'S HOW
I FEEL WHEN YOU AIN'T THERE

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in the night i hear them talking coldest story ever told, somewhere far away
A MAN WHO LOST HIS SOUL

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to a woman so heartless. how could you be so heartless? how could you?

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Hearing his reply from what she had said she gave a small nod, "Yes, it's a good thing." she surely missed this place remembering how often she came over and he held her in his arms while they were alone with no one to bother them. Felicia clenched her wrist thinking about it. This place would make her go insane, this place was like her home thanks to him. Everything about this place she just felt at peace, she wanted to stay forever with him. She knew that he was confused about why she came over in the first place. It was a bold step but she couldn't take sitting at the cafe much longer, the place was nice but it didn't feel like the right place to talk. To talk about something important anyway.

She was going to tell him why she had broken up with him. After those months which felt like years. She couldn't take it, once she had met him at the cafe she knew there was no running away from it. Felicia had to be direct, if she got this off her chest would that mean that things would be better? No more awkward conversations? That would be a risk that she was willing to take. It even made her wonder if...They could start seeing each other again? Felicia bit her lower lip at the thought, what if he didn't think it was a good idea? "Right...Let me fine them. Feel free to settle down." Felicia smiled and nodded walking over to the couch and sat down where she had always sat.

Her heart started to race as she crossed her legs and began to fiddle with her fingers. When the time was right she was going to tell him. She was never a fan of these things, because she knew she was dead wrong for what had happened between them. It was all her fault, all because of rumors and she was foolish to believe every single one of them without hesitation. Her friends even told her stuff about him that she never wanted to hear. Worse thing was; she didn't even question him about it. Felicia was an idiot, clutching her forehead a wave of sadness washed over here. She wanted to cry, hearing Blake's footsteps she took a deep breath and placed a fake smile on her lips; she knew that he would see though that. Acting wasn't something she was good at although she could see when others were acting 'different'.

As he sat right next to her and handed the pictures she coughed back a laugh, then just began to laugh since she couldn't hold it back. It was cute, Felicia shook her head with a smile. "No you did a good job I'm proud of you." she looked at each of the pictures, the lighting was the only problem with the pictures so it was hard to tell. "All you have to do is make sure you have enough light for the pictures next time." she pointed out looking over at him, he was still nervous. Placing the pictures on the coffee table and turned to face him fully, she was also nervous. "There's something I want to tell you Blake." she began with a frown.

Taking a deep breath closed her eyes, "I know that you have been wondering why I broke up with you. I was hearing a lot of things about you that didn't really make me happy." she paused for a second opening her eyes purposely averting her gaze away from his. "Things like 'Oh I hear that he really doesn't go to work and he sees another woman' and 'Felicia the other day I saw your boyfriend with some other girl; they looked like they were getting along a bit too well.' and a lot more things. The worse thing I did was not even ask you about these things just ending it without another thought."

Her hands began to tremble as her voice cracked. "I was so stupid to even think about those things. I didn't even hesitate after hearing those rumors and I thought that if breaking up with you was going to fix things so that's what I did." a tear ran down her cheek, she hated showing this side of her, how pitiful she was, "I was wrong, I missed Blake, all I could think about was Blake. I miss you so much, I was such an idiot for making something like this happen. I didn't even explain myself, I'm such a fool." she cried.

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credit SPARKS OF CAUTION !
banner MORE LIKE ICONS !
lyrics MISTER KANYE WEST!
tag THE SEXY BEAST BLAKE !
notes HAHA EMBARRASSED FELICIA !

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